We should not linger here.
The lion within struggles to break the chains.
The guardian that always watches, that is always mocked until the need is there to call upon him.
The ever lasting fight for the unlikely family.
Forever alone and forever Together bound through pain and oath.
Stay out my head mom, stay out my mind.
I pour another for one last song.
So sing along with all my old lines.
I have run for too long, I never wanted to become what I am.
I am a sick twisted mind set upon the death my enemies
I want to go back, back to my beginning back to Her.
For almost 15 years I lived alone.
And for another 50 I will.
Always crying always fighting never shall I have rest.
I shall rage war upon those that fight me.
And I shall lose those who I care for.
For what I am will always hurt the ones I love.
What I fight for will always tear me apart.
The Darkness truly took over, my soul has not bowed to the Darkness but now fights to hold his own Dark mind.
My own Darkness my own oblivion in which I was cast down to.
I shall give up upon my life to burn for a thousand years just to meet her one more time.
Many times do I wonder on how you should look down upon me.
Are you proud for the savior I became.
Or shall you forever hate for those things I did wrong.
I do not want to face this choice alone.
Being torn apart between two world.
I live in the world of the living.
But as I sleep my dreams take me to the cursed realm of the dead.
Taunting my every move and creating fear where I should have hope.
I have no choice in this but to simply survive the dead and keep on living.
Maybe I am Dark and maybe I am evil But I like it’s touch.
Spreading like an unknown rage throughout my entire body and soul.
Feeling the only righteous part of this forsaken realm.
As there is no purer form of Darkness then forgotten dead.
So touched by Darkness I wander in a world I shall never fully understand.
Everybody enters and everybody leaves this vile place.
But I am left to forever wander the halls.
To forever be torn apart by screams and shouts.
Separated from my earthly bonds, drifting on with no clear goal but to simply survive.
With a heart purer then gold and a fading mind.
Strength is slipping away as I loosen my final grip on the last bits of reality I knew.
Slowly I let the Darkness enter my mind.
Feeling it take control preparing for the final end.
ready to sleep the dreamless sleep.
To just wake the fuck up.