Knowing in a world that is beyond control.
Am I going to make it?
Or will I fail again.
Crash into an abyss to call it home once again.
Darkness surrounding my every being.
I shared my battles with the crowd.
But the crowd divided their opinion.
I try to calm down but the pain stays.
I’ve got enough on sitting next to this fucking line.
I only see pathetic things when I look into my eyes.
So I calm myself with another lie.
For the millionth time I stand next to the shards of my mirror.
So here I am picking up the pieces of my pride.
Everything to be proud, but the voices in my head are becoming way to loud.
Keep holding on.
One step behind.
But a step forward on the world.
A broken man fighting for a world that does not love him back.
I can feel everything falling away.
No longer do I linger in my own mind.
No longer am I a lost soul trapped within himself.
But no longer am I the same.
The scars I carry burn in the light of the wretched sun.
Take a breath, calm down.
Never mind, I don’t care for it anymore.
I’ll live in the Dark forever.
Call it my home is you must.
Forever surrounded by the hopeless.
Gather the broken.
We shall sing something new.
Sing of the dark glory.
We shall go back home.
I found more Light in Darkness.
Then Darkness found Light in me…