Need

In a time of need, no one can see what’s wrong Just a few of us can roar like lions, Fight like there is no tommorow. I let the Succubus of damnation touch my soul once and forever I’m haunted by it. I no longer want to live this Dark life. With every smile there is a frown or a tear glued behind the picture of deceit. I see those I love and I beg them to remain their strength. As I float above the world I once knew and loved the world seems strange. These lies, these shades of the people I used to know are driving me astray. It’s more then I could ever bare and the weight is becoming ever more heavier. I have no faith in my destiny. I no longer desire to be the Dark Salvation of those I care about. For no longer I can bare their weight. I’m drowning and sinking ever more deeper into the abyss of deceit and betrayal. I can’t go on, I get so fucking sick of all the shades of my scarred past. The same scars that decorate my body and soul are the same godforsaken scars that torment my soul. But the same scars that bless me with knowledge and smarts. My curse, my blessing, my art… I run from the pain, I hide from it hoping that it may one day pass But the further I run the closer the tormenting Darkness clouds my mind. Filling it with the voices of evil doings. Screams of pain and torture fill my mind. So much for the so called holy ghost of redemption. Forsaken by every goddamned religion I once trusted. The balance of Light and Dark destroyed by the very same person that tried to uphold it. I guess no one escapes their past, be it Dark or Light. Holding on to the remnants of balance, forever I shall try to restore the things I destroyed. To rectify the mistakes of my past, I shall go beyond heaven and hell. I will dwell in Limbo for there is no greater balance then the nothingness of an empty soul.